Fade Off. Opacity getting low.

I suppose to be packing now.
Walking around my store room, looking for the things I wanted to pack for my camping tommorrow.
Suddenly, a friend of my msg me thru msn. And he asked about how's me and him.
At first, i got nothing to say.
Then....i started to cry.

I'm a lil bit emotional lately. This minute I might be happy, the next minute i might be crying.
Whats happen to me?
Nothing really happens.

It's just that, I started to feel that....he, is getting faded away and the opacity is getting lower and lower each day.

Sooner or later...I cant be able to see him, in my life...anymore.